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Idle brain is a crazy workshop !



The daily life of almost any person is pretty packed with work, worries, anxieties, etc. and almost every one of us is pre-occupied with myriads of thoughts. We need to worry about our next project deadline, our next assignment, our health, our family members’ health – kids, wife, parents, etc, our bank balance & savings, the economy, the rising fuel price, our career concerns, the weekly groceries - and the list  never ends. In present times, almost no individual has the luxury of sitting idly for hours and pondering philosophically-incomprehensible and scientifically non-provable questions such as ‘Why do we exist?’ or ‘What happens to us after death?’ or ‘What happened before the universe was created?’ and so on. Oftentimes however, when I’m traveling in a bus to a nearby lab within the university campus or just walking to/from my department, I keep wondering some of these bizarre and seemingly silly questions. It’s not a very fun idea because it tends to transport me to a different world which threatens to affect my practical life, the life which I’m living now. It’s a good idea to prevent these questions from loitering too often inside my brain, but I guess I’d like to jot down a few of these for my own pleasure.

If there is a divine or a supreme power controlling our actions and pre-determining  the course of our lives, then what’s the logic behind ‘we’ taking a decision? What about ‘free will’? When we decide for ourselves, does it mean some superior power is enabling us to take that decision? Religious answers to this question are so laughable! [This question has been asked by philosophers for millennia, so nothing new!]

The ratio of circumference of a circle to its diameter is π (pi). Fine. Why the **** does π appear everywhere – in physics, chemistry, engineering – even in contexts that have absolutely nothing to do with a circle or its diameter? The energy levels in a quantum well (which is a physically realizable and provable thing) of width ‘L’ are separated by integral multiples of 2π/L. I mean, how do the freaking electrons ‘know’ that they should only occupy energy levels which are some multiples of that goddamn π? Same applies to that quantity ‘e’ = 2.728….which is basically the sum of 1 + 1 + ½! + 1/3! + ¼! + …. till infinity. I mean, why does radioactivity decay follow an exponential law, or how do photons know that they need to get absorbed in any medium with an exponential decay with respect to depth? The mathematical proofs for all these exist, but as an engineer, I want tSo understand the physical meaning, the physical significance!

Almost every person on this planet thinks and worries about the present, about today. Politicians worry about staying in power for the next few years, entrepreneurs and businessmen worry about how shares/stocks behave in the next few years, students worry about achieving a career goal in the next few years, housewives worry about raising their kids so that they go to good schools/colleges and get a decent education in the next few (~10) years, scientists and professors in universities or research labs worry about securing solid funding to support their research at least for the next few years, movie stars worry about starring in some very successful and block-bluster movies in the next few years before they fade away so that they become even more famous and earn more wealth, sportspersons worry about achieving a few more records and medals in the next few years before they become physically weak to compete – every person (including I, you, we) think about the next few years, may be 5 or maybe 10 years. Who will, for God’s sake, think of mankind for the next 100 years or more? Who will think if mankind can survive for next 200 years given the severe energy, climate, political, military and other resource problems we are almost facing which will only worsen? It took the earth a goddamn 4 billion years – yes, that’s a 4 followed by 9 zeros – for life to germinate and reach today in 2012 where we annihilate ecology and nature with our activities. Who will seriously think of preserving this rare form of life so that it does not die out pathetically in a span of a few hundred years, something which took 4 billion years to reach where it is today?

Can there be just one religion on this planet, the religion of humanity? There’s too many murders and violence in the name of religions, all throughout history and even today in 2012. Nobody knows for sure what happens after we die – if we re-incarnate, or if we lie in our graves, or if we transit to another dimension or universe, or if something called ‘soul’ exists, or if we go to some place called ‘heaven’ or ‘hell’. Everyone believes, or likes to believe in some faith handed down over centuries or millennia. Nobody has come back after death to tell us details, no experiments have proved anything about it. There were some great religious leaders in the past, believed to be either prophets or messiahs or even God himself, some of whom were Jesus, Prophet Mohammed, Krishna, Rama, Guru Nanak, and so on. They all preached universal love, compassion, helpfulness and purity. That’s all great. But, we, humans, kill and torture in their name. Was that the motive of those messiahs/gods? Really, does any one of us know for sure if God exists? There’s too much violence, restlessness and homicide by invoking the name of ‘God’. If killings of innocent and violence persist in the name of ‘God’, then that defeats the very purpose of the existence of the belief in ‘God’. Then, ‘God’ should be replaced by ‘love for humanity’, and everyone should embrace ‘humanity’ as religion, and try to make this world a better place. But that’s just utopia. The minds of common people were always messed up, are messed up, and will always be messed up. The psychology of our brains will never allow us to embrace ‘humanity’ as the only religion, and will never allow us to unanimously accept ‘working for a better world’ to be our motto. Sigh!

How will our planet look if I rise from my grave 500 years from now? I wish I can get a glimpse 500 years from now to see how much mankind has progressed. Shall we have discovered ways to stretch our lifespan to 150 or 200 years by then, or shall we have paid a visit to nearby star systems which are a few light years away? Shall we have found a highly efficient, safe, reliable, environment-friendly and cheap way to generate energy without relying on fossil fuels like petrol of coal? Shall we have found solid evidence of intelligent life outside of earth? If so, how do those life-forms look?

Why is the charge of an electron 1.6x10-19 Coulomb? Who determined this charge and how and why? If an electron would not have carried this much of charge, their atomic orbits would not have been stable and atoms/molecules would have been unstable. Universe would not have existed the way it exists now, and I, you, and we – no one would have existed.

When we dream during sleep, we do not realize that that is a dream; we believe that is reality until we wake up and discover that that was just a dream. What if our reality – which we are living now – is just another complicated dream, and we believe it is real?

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The best thing to do is, not to think or worry about such questions as above, but to live life practically by working and doing one’s duties everyday and worrying about usual routine life, and then embracing death when it comes, just like what every person does on this planet. ‘Dust thou art, and to dust thou returneth’, as Shakespeare wrote 500 years back! 

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